Post by blackarrow on Apr 1, 2013 23:47:20 GMT -5
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I still can't believe this is real. I failed them all. I don't belong here. I should have been there. Maybe I could have saved them.... Maybe I could have been the difference. If nothing else... I could have died with them. They are all lost to me. My world is gone. My friends and family... most of them are dead. I wasn't there to save them and now... now I have nothing left to go home to. Christine lives. She is the Blue Lantern, but at such a cost. Diana lives, but she has moved on. She belongs to another now and they are... they belong together. At least I got to say goodbye to Christine. My sweet Christine. Friend... sister.... so much more. You were my compass. You kept me from going too far. Now what guide do I have? You told me to come back here. To live here. How do I find the strength to carry on without you. Without Diana? Without Jon? The future.... whatever future I have, is so dark and bleak. I don't know if I am strong enough for this. If I even want to be.
I still can't believe this is real. I failed them all. I don't belong here. I should have been there. Maybe I could have saved them.... Maybe I could have been the difference. If nothing else... I could have died with them. They are all lost to me. My world is gone. My friends and family... most of them are dead. I wasn't there to save them and now... now I have nothing left to go home to. Christine lives. She is the Blue Lantern, but at such a cost. Diana lives, but she has moved on. She belongs to another now and they are... they belong together. At least I got to say goodbye to Christine. My sweet Christine. Friend... sister.... so much more. You were my compass. You kept me from going too far. Now what guide do I have? You told me to come back here. To live here. How do I find the strength to carry on without you. Without Diana? Without Jon? The future.... whatever future I have, is so dark and bleak. I don't know if I am strong enough for this. If I even want to be.